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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

9 Months

9 months ago we said goodbye.

As I usually do on the 19th of the month, Monday morning I watched the clock tick to 11:56am and welcomed Connor into the world 9 months ago. Two minutes later I kissed Colby and said Happy Birthday. Johnny doesn't get it. It's been 9 months, not a year, so not a birthday. He doesn't get why the months and anniversaries are so important... and I can't really explain why, either.

And again this morning I watched 7:08am roll around and said goodbye to Connor while cuddling Colby close. It was a sucky day as always. In some way it made me feel closer to Connor.

I miss him so much. It hurts so much. I need him here with me.

3 comments:

  1. Thinking of you, Colby, and Connor on their nine month birthday. It is hard not to watch the clock tick to this times. xxx

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  2. Thinking of you and your boys. x

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  3. Missing Connor with you... and so happy Colby is doing so well... I know it is because Connor is with him always.

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